Karma is a bitch.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare

I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair

Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is

Having more fun than me

I’m just a kid – Simple Plan

I was whining my ass off on here yesterday, because oh, oh, oh, the little muscles in my neck kind of hurt. Well that is nothing compared with what I go through now if I try to walk normally. Or sit down. Bend. Or even when I try to live my friggin life. Curious now?

I have been teasing my roommate about the fact that she doesn’t dare to walk down this steep shortcut we normally take for weeks now. I called her a chicken. I always considered the little ice that was there not a threat. Until today. Short version: I slipped and instead of landing on the somewhat mushy and soft part of my bum I landed on the part where your butt goes over in your back also known as your tailbone. And it hurt like hell. Shivers of pain going up and down my back. Late at school because I spend the rest of my morning trip down walking like and old lady who pooped in her diaper. Here we are 11 hours later and my sweet little back still hurts. The only thing I can sit on is a right, hard chair with a straight back and no funny business. Which makes me sad, because today was Christmas shopping day. I kind of want to walk again today, so I am nice, swallowing painkillers and sitting still. I of course also do it because I don’t want to get paralyzed by the ENORMOUS PAIN RIPPING THROUGH MY BACK every time I try to do something that won‘t bore the hell out of me. Another time: Sigh.