J'aime pas le dimanche

Lundi is monday and I don't like that day either, but my main hate-day is sunday. I'm always tired and the only thing i do all day is waiting to go Førde. I usually take the 7 o'clock bus and I have the whole day to prepare myself, but I never do anything else. I just relax and try to mentally prepare myself. Don't get me wrong, once I'm in Førde I love it, but I hate having to sit in the bus. I get sick, tired and stiff, and the smell is awful. So today I was in a really bad mood when I got in the bus and all I wanted was to just sit there and wallow in feeling sorry for myself.

But luckily Ida came and cheered me up ^^ We talked the whole hour and when I got to Førde I was in a great mood. She thinks about a lot the same way as I do and she also had to live in a room in Førde when she started Hafstad, so we had enough to talk about.

When I got here I drank about three cups of hot chocolate, and wanted to eat some bread, but that was all moldy. Yuuuugh, green. Awful.

I'm probably blogging again tomorrow. The trick is to keep a steady rythim and I'll be blogging this year away.

Love me.

And the world crashed down on me.

Hi!

(Thought I'd start conventional.)

Today I woke up in a bad mood, and spend my first hours of conciousness reading 2 year old gossip magazines and being angry at my cell phone for being sick. I didn't manage to turn the alarm of... I have had the damn think for just 1 year! Hit puberty?

I suddenly thought of this callendar-lottery thing we got from mum in the beginning of december. Your supposed to scrape one little field open everyday and when you have three of the same numbers, you've won that sum. There are also these little christmas figures, you're supposed to cross them off on the back, and then check if you have won something. I was frustrated and decided to scrape all of them open today ^^ And I got an awful lot of little santa's... I suddenly realized that if I got 11 santa's I had won 100 000 kr... So me and mum and Åshild got all excited, but no. I got 10 friggin santa's.

I won 50 kr though :P But, the thing is, I managed to destroy one field a while ago, by scraping to hard with a pair of scissors (Yeah.), so we can't see what kind of figure there is there. If it is a snowman, I'm rich! If not, I'll be buying a candybar with my 50 kr to ease the pain.

I'm off to the shop on wednesday, and let's cross our fingers.

Just think about everything I would be able to buy...

Freezing Butt Off

Please don't fight, don't fight with me,
and fold your arms like it's the end.
Can you smell the sweetness of the soil and snow in the wind?

So we're lost, we're lost out here on the plains, my love.
It's only wind and ice and trees that wave from above.

But when the cold, the dark and the silence come,
it's like a sudden rush of water through your heart and lungs


Sea Wolf - The cold, the dark and the silence


I have this new favourite band; Sea Wolf. I love their music, their weirdness and their lead singer :P They're on the New Moon soundtrack with this song : The Violet Hour

Other favourites of mine:
Wicked Blood This is the best music video ever! I love it.
Winter Windows
You're a Wolf

I'm hooked. Rip my I-pod from my head and you'll be hearing them.


So yesterday Jan Arne called. If I could work for him today, only from 12 till 18. Me and my weak mind said yes, so now I'm stuck for another hour at Go Biten. Don't worry, I like working here and the money is great, but right now... Boring! There is no one to talk too. Yugh.

I don't know if the heating doen't work or is this is normal temperature in here, but it is so cold! The window in the front is open, of course, and cold wind is just blowing right in. I was actually warming my fingers over the deep fry pan before :P Seriously, it is blue lips-cold.

Boohooo.

I found my talent! I'm ashamed.

''Sleepwalking'' by Caia Koopman

I'm a sleepwalker/screamer/hitter/roller/kicker/talker. Always been. My parents never made a problem out of it, it's kind of part of who I am. But I live with someone who still doesn't know me so well, and I think I'm freaking her out. I was scared of me acting like a total zombie when I moved out, but nothing happened. Until a few weeks ago. I have been walking around, and this week I even stood in her door-opening for while, quiet and just looking. All my old classmated knew about it, and I remember once in then 7. grade I started screaming at a school trip, and then feverishly asking everybody who screamed. Not my fault, I can't help myself and I'd rather have me not doing it. But it's still scary :P

So I've been researching. There all al kinds of grandma tips, but I think that some alternative medicine would help me best. So I'm off to the alto shop on monday ^^

Right now I'm laughing at my mad skills at High School Musical Singstar... I'm actually beating everybody :P I don't even like the songs, but I seem to have the same voice as Vanessa Hudgens, who plays Gabriella, because I nail all her songs ^^

Again, I feel priveliged.

A bus is a vehicle that drives twice as fast when you're after it as when you are in it

I can say: You are crazy! in Chinese. I feel priveliged ^^

Being sober on a bus is, like, totally different from being drunk on a bus.

Ozzy Osbourne

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone to take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.

Oprah Winfrey

The person whose problems are all behind them is probably a school bus driver.

Never run after a bus or a man, there will always be another one.

We have maths right now, really exciting. The teacher is copying som sheet for me that I forgot last time :) The computer use rules are not that strict around here. In about 45 minutes I have to take the friggin bus back to Lavik. 1 hour. Please kill me now.

Tonight there is this big party that EVERYBODY is going to... I'm not :P I have a fabulous meeting of 4H and the rest of my weekend is going to completing the money-book. Yay. Yeah, I know, it could have been fun, but I just don't feel like it. People who get drunk, just to get drunk? No thanks.

Now I have to go and pretend I understand the math we have to do.

Team Mister Sparkle?

While some watch I take part

Where some stop I go

Where some take I give

When some say hot I say cool

While some say later I say now

Just went to watch New Moon with Anne Marte. For the second time in two weeks ^^ I have a extreme love/hate relationship with that movie. Some parts I love and some I hate. I'm a casting sceptic, especially when it comes to book - turn - movie-movies. Right now I'm on Team Make Bella Bella. Kristen Stewart is cute, but not my Bella. Not even a little bit...

My Bella:

Emily Browning!

It was quite scary walking the little piece home tonight. there is this dark corner, right before my hybel and there are little streetlights. At the side of the road there is this little space in the foundation of a house, and there is one of those old red, water thingies... And it looks like a friggin headstone! So scary... I've just finished reading Angels and Demons from Dan Brown, you know, author of The Da Vinci Code and I'm freaking out about everything :P

Now I am going to shower, and then decide what my new book is.

<3